de-frosting...

Present: With the flow of words and the clarity of thoughts long lost in the mayhem of survival, I am only to posting to register in my thoughts that I exist. I have always wondered and will probably keep wondering as to why are people the way they are ?

      

Prolog: The apathy which people show in there professional conduct really makes me wonder as what is it that drives them to behaving in such a fashion.

lFlashback: July 31st 2008 holds a special significance for me, I completed six months at my current organisation and I slipped while boarding the local train both events have had a deep impact on me and will remain ingrained in my memory for a long time.

Zooming back to present: For the past three months I have been under considerable amount of stress. There are multiple reasons for that, amongst them, the series of mindless events happening at workplace which have only added up to it. I have been in a state of mental deep frost for such a long time now its almost hurting to think.

As has been a habit for me, moments after I start to recover from this pathetic mental state, by default I turn to Osho for some wisdom widgets. He is what he says –

All that this world needs is a good cleansing of the heart of all the inhibitions of the past. And laughter and tears can do both. Tears will take out all the agony that is hidden inside you and laughter will take all that is preventing your ecstasy. Once you have learned the artyou will be immensely surprised.

And then I realise, in the past few months I have done neither (laughed or cried) for a real long time.